My husband and I attended a social gathering very soon after Zane’s crash. The hostess introduced us to a woman who had lost her son a year before. The woman said to me, “Wait until you discover the blessings of this”.  I was incensed. What the hell did she mean?  How could there possibly be blessings of this loss, of the pain I knew I would forever feel.

She was ahead of me in her grief journey. She had a year of the shock weaning and her strength building that she could see the signs her son brought her. I had no idea.  Until I too, received signs and yes, they are blessings.

Very recently, a friend lost her husband to cancer and I heard myself say, “Embrace the pain”.  After, I realized how cruel this might have sounded to her.  She is probably nowhere near a point of wanting to embrace anything but her husband. And what I meant was about something that I am learning to do 2 years into my journey.  She is just starting hers.  And with this I realized; we speak from our place of experience.

When we offer condolences or a supportive word we can only draw from what has happened in our own lives. And we typically speak in the present tense, how we are feeling or coping now.  This may be why some comments seem inconsiderate. Would I have said that to my friend if we experienced loss at the same time? No. Because I would not have the experience I now have. Could I have remembered what I needed or wanted to hear 2 years ago? If I had, my words would have been totally different.  It also might have been more helpful for her.

Moving forward, I am going to try hard to remember to think of where on the journey a person is at before I share a comment that might come across harsh. I may add a preface to my comment such as “from where I am at now” or “in my experience.” Or maybe I just listen.

And how can we minimize the sting of receiving insensitive comments? We can remember that the person is not trying to be malicious; they are trying to show empathy. We can remember they are hurting for us. We can remember they want to lend support.  And, we can remember their place of experience (time and type) is where they are speaking from.  It is the only place we know of.